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at the desk, was at work for 8 hrs today at the restaurant. its quiet right now. today i thought about how it’s never quiet in NYC… it’s quiet rn in my room at 1:41am. i hear the white noise of wind outside my window, a car will pass by playing music so loudly out of rolled down windows, loud muffler, but it fades off in the distance and i hear my fingers on my keyboard again… lovely. silence is so lovely. its space for sound… its space for the mind to spread its legs, to get up and stretch out a bit. can’t forget to be selfish sometimes and make time to be in silence. all i thought i wanted to do today was scream and be loud, but i hear this silence and it feels as though i’m being emptied out into the space around me-nothing coming in, everything must come out. 

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mis

took

mis

take

 

taking space,

waking up,

reversing time.

 mouth is tight shut  mouth is shut  mouth is tight shut  mouth is shut  hand is tight closed  hand is closed  hand is tight closed  hand is closed  eyes are tight shut  eyes are shut  eyes are tight shut  eyes are shut  mouth is open  mouth is wide open  mouth is open   mouth is wide open  hand is open  hand is wide open  hand is open  hand is wide open  eyes are open  eyes are wide open  eyes are open  eyes are wide open

mouth is tight shut

mouth is shut

mouth is tight shut

mouth is shut

hand is tight closed

hand is closed

hand is tight closed

hand is closed

eyes are tight shut

eyes are shut

eyes are tight shut

eyes are shut

mouth is open

mouth is wide open

mouth is open 

mouth is wide open

hand is open

hand is wide open

hand is open

hand is wide open

eyes are open

eyes are wide open

eyes are open

eyes are wide open

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